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09.02.2020

17:39 בי"ח בלינסון

עוד לא הספקנו להתארגן מאחורי המלאכית שלנו וכבר היית בחוץ, גפן בני בכורי, אהוב ליבי, במשך שנים התפללתי אליך. אתה אפילו לא יודע כמה אבא התפלל אליך, הרבה הרבה לפני שאחזתי בך והבנתי שאתה אמיתי לגמרי ואתה חלק ממני בשר מבשרי. אבא התפלל, לכל מי שהיה מוכן לשמוע.

בבקשה בורא עולם, תעשה לנו נס, אתה שבורא יש מאין, מזיז הרים וחוצה ימים, תרים את מטה הקסם שלך, תלחש את מילות הקסם שלך ותעשה שזה יקרה, בבקשה.

ומסע שהחל אי שם באוקטובר 2014, הגיע לסיומו בפברואר 2020 בצורה המתוקה ביותר.

יצאת ראשון, ולמשמע קול בכי עדין הבנתי את עוצמת האירוע שהתחולל. אני אבא, מרוגש, מפוחד ומבועת מהמחשבה שמעכשיו אתה ולני הופכים לפרויקט חיי. שכל מה שאעשה מעכשיו יהיה עבורכם.

גפן שלי, ילד שיישא את שמי לנצח, אבא אוהב אותך יותר מכל, אני מבטיח לך גפן שאבא תמיד יהיה לצידך, יתמוך, יחבק ויאהב אותך ללא תנאי.

אני מפחד גפן, כן, גם אבא מפחד לפעמים. אני מפחד לאכזב אותך, אני יודע שיקרו מצבים שאאכזב אותך, שתכעס עלי ולא תקבל את דבריי אבל אני מבטיח לעשות הכל כדי שתהיה גאה בי.

גפן שלי, דע שאבא תמיד מוכן עבורך, לכל תרחיש שלא יהיה, אבא פה, דרוך ומוכן להסתער ולחטוף את הכדור עבורך. דע שתמיד תוכל לפנות אלי לכל דבר, אהיה החבר הכי טוב שלך, כזה שתוכל להרגיש בטוח, אני מבטיח שלעולם לא אשפוט אותך על בחירות שתעשה.

אני רוצה לספר לך משהו גפן, יש לילות שאבא לא מצליח להירדם, מחשבות טורפות את מנוחתי ואני שוכב במיטה בעיניים פקוחות ומסתכל עליך, אתה מרגיע אותי בשנתך, חום הגוף שלך והנשימות הקטנות שלך מרגיעות אותי. ואז אני לא מתאפק, מרים אותך אלי ומשכיב אותך לישון עלי ואני מחבק אותך חזק, מרגיש את הפעימות ליבך, זה מרגיע אותי, והדמעות זולגות לי מאושר. בעולם מתוקן, בעולם שלי האבא צריך להוות משענת, סלע איתן וחומת מגן לילדיו, אבל במציאות אתה (ולני), אתם המשענת שלי, חומת המגן לנפש שאני כל כך צריך. הכח שלך בעצם היותך שם, ישן, וממלמל דברים מתוך שינה מחזק אותי כל כך מבלי שאתה מודע, בעצם היותך אתה ממלא את כל החלל שנפער. אתה פסטיבל לנשמה שלי, הקואצ'לה, טומורולנד והברנינגמן כולם יחדיו.

גפן שלי, אני צופה בך גדל ומתפתח לתפארת, החום והדאגה שלך ללני גורם לי לאושר וגאווה ובידיעה שלא משנה מה יקרה אתה הגבר של הבית, אתה רגיש וחברותי, יש בך קסם שגורם לכולם להתאהב בך בשניות וזה ממכר. יש לי המון חלומות עבורנו, אני רוצה לכבוש איתך את העולם, לטפס על הפסגות הגבוהות ביותר של ההצלחה האישית והאנושית, איש חכם אמר פעם

"חלום שחולמים לבד הוא רק חלום, חלום שחולמים יחד יהפוך למציאות" האמת שיוקו אונו אמרה את זה אבל "איש חכם" נשמע יותר טוב…

אני רוצה שנחלום יחד גפן, ונהפוך את החלומות שלנו למציאות שבה נחייה בהרמוניה וכבוד לבני המשפחה, נקפיד להיות אנשים טובים ותמיד נעזור ונתמוך במי שצריך.

אתה הפכת אותי לבנאדם יותר טוב בני, בזכותך הצבתי לעצמי סטנדרטים גבוהים שעל פיהם אני מתווה לעצמי את הדרך, סט ערכים וההסתכלות עצמית שלי השתנו ללא היכר בזכותך ואני מודה לך על כך.

אני מבטיח לך שאעשה הכל על מנת שתהיה גאה בי, אתה ההשראה שלי והתמרור המכוון לעשייה והליכה בדרך הנכונה. אני רוצה לומר לך שאבא פה ידאג לך וללני, ולך כל שנותר זה רק לחייך.

שרק תחייך כל החיים, זה כל מה שאבא מבקש…

אני אוהב אותך כל כך גפן ,אתה בני בכורי וסלע קיומי.

שלך תמיד,

אבא


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  61. עיסוי מקצועי בחיפה,עיסוי עד הבית.
    על מנת למצוא מעסה מקצועי בקרית שמונה/נהריה , יש למצוא את האחד או האחת אשר מתמחה בכל סוגי העיסויים.

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